ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ...more Dear Diary, So what is that I'm searching for? A lost face in a thousand-man march? Have I lost my faith in a puddle of tears? In the arms of a man that loved you with all he had, and even then it was not enough? Can you feel me breathing on your neck? Running my fingers up and down your spine and whispering careless bliss into your neck. I loved you once, what makes you think I'll love you again? What is that I'm searching for? A lost word? A lost boy? A lost girl?...Yes, it's that painful question of innocence that clouds me in a dust of shame. I can't get it out of my head. Am I stuck in this world only because I don't have the strenghth to end my life? I can make pictures with my heart into yours if you let me. I could carress you better than the moon carresses each star at night. I can hold you, like you've never been held. Would you let me? Would you be permit to love you with all I had? Or is that too much? Would you die because I'm dead? Would you care? Would you care at all. Am I lost because I don't have the strenghth to find my way without you? With care, 11:39 a.m. - 2003-05-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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