ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm dying and I'm torn Dear Diary, I had a rough day and I don't feel like giong to anyone else. So maybe that's why I'm here after a long time. I'm sorry that I only come back when I have a problem and I'm even more sorry that I think you're a friend when you are in animate object. You know what's even worst? You're just a site. Ha. I've had a rough day. Well, give me a moment, I take that back. There is only one part of my day that was rough. But this one thing had made my life much harder than it should be. My mom said no once more today while I was sleeping. She said I always seemed sad. And I told her I was sad. And she asked why and I told her because I'm always sad because I always think about it. She asked if anything triggered it today and I said no. I'm so alone and I have no one to turn to. And I don't want to keep writing this stupid entry because the only thing I'm worried about is making it sound good and that's not the purpose. I need to vent and I forgot how. I remember some sort of fading happy memory of having a friend to talk about it with. Romeo is there but he gets upset too and I don't to hurt him. I'm getting it with both sides. He doesn't understand why I'm moving if I love him so much. And why I'm not doing enough to stay. And my parents say the say thing...that I'm only thinking about me. I'm so upset and I need to do a US History Study Guide and all I feel is pain. And nothing is making it go away. Bye. May 6:00 p.m. - 2003-04-24 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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