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Locked

Dear Diary,

I have to go soon because I know the bells going to ring but I have this nagging feeling in the back of my mind right as this moment that I want to be able to talk about. But I don't know what it is that I want to say. You know what's funny? I wanted to lock my diary for reason mainly bases on the fact that I hated not being able to be myself in my own diary, in my own words, just because I was afraid of what the people that I know would say about my thoughts. And now, when it's all locked up and tidy, I still have this problem saying what's in my heart. Maybe it's because I've locked it up so deeply, and to keep it safe, tossed the key, and now I can't find a way to get to it. It's finding a treasure chest, or a secret garden, you see the mystery on the intricate details of the surface, knowing damn-well, that deep down in there, it's even better.

With care,
Mayms

7:51 a.m. - 2003-03-04

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