ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- World is some shitty place Dear Diary, I noticed that I often write about the same things and one of moy worries is the fact that my writing is probably montonous and repetitive. I'm pretty sure I've wrote about this issue before as well... ::SIGH:: I hate writing about the same thing over and over again. I hate writing about hate. Or whatever. I abhor the fact that all I write about is some sort of anguish or pain or how much the world sucks. Why can't I be the happy girl that everyone thinks is adorable, innocent and pure? No faults whatsoever. I could never be the girl you see in the sun dresses dancing merrily (HONESTLY) because the world was good. The world has some good even though it is corrupted with hate. I understand this and know this. And even though I complain that hate is a bitch (which it is, I'm not going to disagree) but the world is beautiful in some aspects. Amazingly beautiful. And maybe if we didn't have this hate, maybe if we didn't hate the way we do, the beauty in this world would not be the same. Or there might not even be beauty. You all know (without my having to explain) that one of the major reasons why we even endure hate in this world is because it distinguises love. It is because we need something to compare it to. If there was no hate, there would be no love because everything has an opposite. There cannot be light without shadow and there cannot be good without evil. If there was no evil, then how could you tell they were good? I don't know if I stated this correctly or accurately. I'm not sure if I said anything right because if often seems it only makes sense in my head. It might make sense in yours because you've thought it before...and that's the only reason why. My writing is in no way special because we are all a painter of words. With care, 10:38 p.m. - 2002-12-28 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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