ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The only way out Dear Diary, It's like dancing dreams in the eyeslashes of a young child. It's like screaming fantasies of a lustful whore. It's like disorganized and dismantled desires of the insane. It's all in the same. One in the same. There is no differnce between you and me. I look at you and I see my reflection in the depths of your pupils writing out my name in laser blood. The hand which you use to gently guide me to pleasurable acts have also created the bruises on which I keep the bandaids company. The skin is soft and fleshy with gashes of golden blood peeping through to the other side. I am alone in my despair staring at your pouting lips desperately begging me to warm them. The way your eyes look into mine with desire that slowly starts to fade as you look at another. Jealousy is a horrible monster that brings acts of idocisy and hypocrisy. Turning me into a beast because you never loved me the same. The coldness in your embrace has developed into mad acts of 'why?'. I can smell her on you. You touched her in the same places you touched me and you lied with words of shame. The golden axe is lying on the ground and it's the only way out... With care, 2:30 p.m. - 2002-12-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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