ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Something Worth Saying Dear Diary, I had so much to say before and as soon as I get to the keyboard the thoughts seep from me like sand on the beach when your trying to hold it. Or like when you wake up and all you want to do is remember your dream but it falls away just the same. I know these are no excuses for such a lame entry and why I haven't written in forever. Or even why I'm not writing as I often do. It's because I mentioned in my first entry..."I guess I actually started something again. Because whenever I start something, it'll be great in the beginning but then I get I get bored." I'm not bored but having a diary has lost it's luster. It's not that I don't want to, I just feel like everything that I say is wrong and that I'm just goin' crazy with these silly words and thoughts. So forgive me. I am going crazy. And when I finally get over the fact that I am not...or whatever, I'll say something so worth hearing that you'd pay me millions just to say it again, it would be so legendary that I would be in newspapers and alter the world and it 's philopshys itself for the potency of my words. So just wait for me then and wait until I'm not crazy. With care, 5:15 p.m. - 2002-07-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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