ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Social Standings Dear Diary, I am one boring person. I just realized that, or maybe I had known but now I just choose to accept it, very difficultly though. I am all alone on a saturday night. I was suppose to do something with my best-friend today (whatever) and my other friend said she might call after she gets back from WOF (Amusement Park). And I got my head bitten off by my other for my room not being clean enough (it was pretty bad). I am so pathetic. I have lost my self in this awful world...blah, blah, blah. I'm not in the mood for self-pity or melodramatic speeches. So hmph. I think my social life has hit an all time low (I think). It's because I've distance myself from everyone for so long that I return. My friends weren't going to wait for me forever to get out of this 'slump' and I didn't expect them to. I should've known. I never thought about it before. Sometimes I wish I hadn't been such a hermit maybe then I could save whatever's left of my social life. (heh). I sound superficial now, don't I? I don't mean to. But hey, if I sound like it...well, then..ah! fuck it. I did this to me. There's no one else to blame. It's my fault for letting it get this far. Oh well... With care, 8:13 p.m. - 2002-06-29 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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