ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Away from here Dear Diary, I want out. From all of it. I want to go study abroad. Study Cultures. I want to study the world, I want to travel so badly…so badly. I don’t know what to say to make you believe me. I don’t know what to make see that this is a burden on me. I want to be anywhere but here. I just want to someday walk out and then never turn back. I’m so worried that this world will forget me once I’m gone. I want to make an impact… I don’t care where. Somewhere though. Anywhere. I’ll follow you anywhere. I’ll follow you. I wish I could fly away from here like a bird. Just runaway. It doesn’t matter where. Anywhere. I want to be more than who I am right now. I want to be a better person. Have a better life. Dream better dreams. cry better tears. And write better poetry. I want to run around in the rain and tilt my head back and get drunk off the rain. Smile for no reason and be happy for no reason. Will I ever get to this world that I’m dreaming of? Will I ever be satisfied? Will this world rock me in her arms and sing sweetly to me? Will you please? Please. Please. Please. Just hold me and never let go. I want to be more than me. I want to be all that you want of me. Don’t let me go. I’m so scared. So alone. So different. So normal…GOD NO! Please don’t. Don’t take me away. Where am I going? With care, 3:42 p.m. - 2002-06-29 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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