ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Blame Me Dear Diary, My December is one of my favorites too! (Christina) I was listening to my cousin's mix cd that he made. I stumbled across track 16, and it sounded so enticing. (Sounds like Linkin Park! Doesn't it?) So I asked my cousin who sung this incredible song, while I was swaying to the beat, and he replied "It's Linkin Park's *My December*". But 'Crawling' will probably have to be my all time favorite 'cause it's the song that got me hooked. My legs hurt and I haven't moved much. My eyes are swollen and I haven't cried yet. My lip is bleeding and I stlil haven't thrown a punch. I realized that most people sing in their lyrics about love. Most songs are constatnly about 'love'. Why can't their be songs that talk about life in general? Something a lil' more original than the usual complaint of a broken heart. I'm not complaining because those songs are amazing. But that's exactly why I like songs like: Nas - One Mic and Pink - Don't let me get me (and there was this other song by *ah! I don't know her name!* Leanne Wormack or something? Geeze, if your a fan don't flame I'm sorry. She has this great song 'Something worth leaving behind'...beautiful song. It's not just about love, its life in general. Alluring.) You know me, the way I think to much... I'm not fond of posers and copycats and shallow people. Being ordinary would be an ultimate loss, *isn't that what I said?*. I guess I want to hear a song that surpasses all others, it would be...peerless. That's why Eminem's songs are a little bit more 'refreshing', if you will, because he doesn't just complain about love. He shows his affection towards his daughter, and his 'maybe-good-bye-to-Hollywood' and the way he shoes anger towards...well, his mother. It's not all about love to him, he shows me that I'm not crazy for being in love with love, and draining out it's thoughts and not thinking about it at all. I'm sorry if that made no sense. I am going crazy. My best friend couldn't believe I listened to 'New Found Glory', she must know nothing about me. I don't blame her, I think I've lost her too. I started listening to Linkin Park in 8th grade and we were having a rough time then, so I understand why I never spoke of Linkin Park to her. We haven't spoken much during my 9th grade year so I don't blame her for getting a 5/10 on my quiz (personality electronic quiz taken online). I blame myself actually, for letting it get this...bad. I blame myself for all those lost phone-calls and empty shoulders. I blame myself for those fading memories of a smile, and I blame myself for that missing star. I blame myself for that lost laugh and graying wink. I blame myself for all of it. With care, 10:15 p.m. - 2002-06-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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