ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm tired of Streoptypes! Dear diary, A painfull existance relives itself over and over again in my heart and in my mind. Am I bi-polar? I think I am going insane! Streo-typed as a teenager in hell. "Don't worry, it's just a phase. Teenage Hormones". FUCK YOU! I don't care it may just be very well as you say. But, who cares? Do I? I'm not so sure. Moments I can be so happy and then others, I'm in pain. A heart so full of pain like trying to hold 20 waterballons in your hand. The weight on your hand, is so overbearing, that you can't even walk. That as soon as you think your okay, you realize you've fallen once more. And the water is all soaked into your clothes and skin, and all around you in a 10 foot radius water surrounds you. Your teenage years are hell. I don't even know how to emphasize that. We all get so streotyped that we are crazed sex-addicts who like to smoke pot and don't give a flying fuck about the world. Boy!, are they wrong! Streotypes that guys are only after sex and all girls are too damn extra emotional who are fickle in love. Can life get anymore opposite? I know girls who are sex-addicts and I know guys who are constantly chasing love. It's just all part of the world that we live, that we get streotyped the way we are. I just recently watched an episode of 'Taildaters' on MTV, where someone goes on a date with someone else and your friends are stoked up in a bus watchin' you. And this recent episode that I just watched, this one girl totally ragged on this guy because he was asian. I mean, geeze, will this world ever get over it's bigotry? Will I ever be able to breath? And this longing to write better, will it ever cease? I'm giong insane, just when I thought things where 'okay' I go and find something that weighs me down. Pessimistic, I guess that me. With care, Mayms 12:19 a.m. - 2002-06-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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