ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary

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Sleep Me Away

Dear Diary,

I always have so much to say, it's just that now I can't find the words that I want to say. I have all these ideas and thoughts I want to share and they always fail to come out or they leave me when I am typing on this block of white.

Have you ever tried to just sleep the day away? Because I do. I do all the time whenever I can. All I want to do is dream and make my fanstasies reality and sleeping is the only gateway. The only thing that can make me happy, almost.

I have insomnia, I think. I remember when I was younger I could never fall asleep and I use to cry because the entire household was quiet with sleep and I couldn't find the sandman. I was always crying.

I've always been a nocturnal person, or at least a far as I can remember. I don't sleep untill like 1 or 2 in the morning...and I sleep untill 12...if I can. I wake up at 8 o' clock everyday, but I just lay in my bed hoping that sleep will find me. So maybe my dreams will come true if I believe enough. If my heart desires it. If my tears could bring it life.

With care,
Mayms

~People make jokes, cos they don't understand me
They just dont see my real side
I act like shit, don't phase me,
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive~
eminem