ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Autotyping Dear Diary, OKAY! I'm writing again! Because I just have soo much to say and I don't know where to begin and I haven't organized my thoughts yet. This sucks. I want to sleep. So I'm gonna do some autotyping and see what exactly it is that I'm typing w/o looking at the screen or whatever. I'm just letting my fingers fly through the keyboard. And I don't care. I want finals to stop right now, at this moment. SO, I don't have to study anymore and I can just sit at home and get fat. I hope my brother gets all F's on his report card and I hope my sister realizes she's the one being a bitch. I wish I was the smartest one in the family instead of just the runt that gets pushed around because I"m the 'weakest' in all aspects. I want a double cheese burger with a milkshake, a chocolate one. I want all A's on each of my finals and I want to have them now. I want to stop typing in this block of white and actually do something substantial with my life. I want to make this diary private. I'm tired of people judging me and I'm tired of waiting for replies on this thing. I won't have that worry when I have it private. So, yeah, that's what I'll do. I'll make it private. I think that' what I want. I want more people to sign my yearbook but I also don't want to sign anyone elses. I want to stop being a bitch but I want to continue to be the person I am but be better. But, how can I be a better person when I want to stay the same? I need to study for my French Final tomorrow so I get a good grade. I want to go home right now and ride in the car while I stick my tongue out and let the rain fall on it. I want to stop typing. I want to stop auto typing. I need some sleep. I just typed that in less then a minute. Good for me. Autotyping. With care, 12:49 p.m. - 2002-05-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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