ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Eyes so Dry with Burning Tears Dear Diary, So where do I go? when this world hates me and loves me? When this world can't stand the person I am and fears the person I will become? I'm lost in a cruel world with eyes that burn holes through walls. And goosebumps upon goosebumps because I'm afraid. Tears find my eyes and crawl down my cheek and I can't find the reason to wipe them away or stop. Quick short gasps barely breathing just at verge of drowning like the drops of blood dancing on the edge of a knife. My legs ache from running away from the pain, the fear. A large and unknown cloud that blocks the entire sky like a vast amount of white that suddenly turned gray in my eyes. Dark pools of midnight, and menace as threatening as death itself. So why choose life instead of death and the pain that will so evidently consume my heart as I struggle through life and wondering why I'm living in the first place. I'm standing in a crowded room of people I thought loved me and screaming and screaming but they don't care they smile because they think that's how I always act and they keep on smiling because they don't see the pain so obvious in the eyes so dry with burning tears. With care, 10:27 p.m. - 2002-05-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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