ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Isolation Dear Diary, I don't know what to say 'cause whenever I say something it comes out wrong and I regret that I had said it in the first place. Maybe I'm going through another stage/phase. Maybe it's because I'm stressed out over finals and all I want to do right now is relax. I keep procastinating! It's so horrible of me. Yesterday I went to go see Spiderman instead of finishing up my project, so here I am all woken up early at school to finish it. ::SIGH:: I've never been like this before. Oh, and I'm sorry that none of my newer entries are all that exciting, I'm sorry if your getting bored. It's just that I can't find the words to say what I want and I don't want to say anything to offend anyone. Lately most of my friends are annoying the hell out of me. I don't even know why. They'd just be talking to me and in my head I'm screaming at them to go away and leave me alone. But, I know for a fact that's far from what I need and want right now. I need to surround myself with people who care about me and actually loosen up a bit before I go crazy with isolation. I guess I'm trying to be the person I once was but I'm struggling with it. I need some air. With care, 7:41 a.m. - 2002-05-07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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