ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary

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Unspoken Desire

Dear Diary,

The world is not thy friend.
~Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet.

I remember I would stay up all night waiting for something. I never knew what that something was but I waited. I'd wait till the dawn came and light flooded through my windows. And my heart sank as I realized that it never came.

Maybe it was a wish, a dream, maybe even a fantasy. A pained expression of dissapoint was evident in my face as I laid my head down on my pillow and tried so hard not to cry.

What was it that I was waiting for?

Was it worth the tears I paid for it? The price of my delicate heart tossed out the window like dirty laundary on a rainy day?

Whatever it was that my heart so desired it never came, and it never will.

With care,
Mayms

11:01 a.m. - 2002-04-22

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