ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary

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Realization; Continued

Dear Diary,

I'm continuing in another entry the previous one is getting pretty long. I made the previous one confusing. So here I am being blunt about my realization.

I have not fallen in love. Not even for those 5 or 7 years.

...The one way to tell if you love that person. No hesistation...

Ask yourself, "Would you die for them?"

My good friend asked me that when I like Daniel.

It was a night I won't forget.

I was raving on about how I couldn't get him out of my head and how much I loved him. I guess because she was getting tired of me raving on about him asked "Would you die for him?" I didn't know what to say. I was speechless for a little while. But, shook it off and we discussed something else for the time being.

Later, that night I thought to myself...'how rude!' How dare she ask me that!? Of course I love him. But a creeping doubt clouded me.

The answer was 'no'

With care,
~Mayms