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Happy On A Gloomy Day

Dear Diary,

Ok, I'm in a good mood. Is that a first? :) I don't mean to scare you off. Haha.

Did you know that it was statistically proven that people, especially teenagers, are effected by the weather. Say for example it's bright sunny and beautiful outside, the person would be happy and carefree. But, if it were cloudy, stormy and windy out, then the person would be somewhat in a bored and malancholy state.

Here I am, we've had a downpour all day, and the day is gloomy and dark. And I'm happy? Is there something wrong with this picture? Geeze, May! How can one be happy when everyone around them is in a *yuck* phase.

I don't want to be thought of as a bad person, I don't want people thinking just because they are sad that I would suddenly become happy. It's sounds bogus.

Or maybe my excessive glad mood is due to the fact that I'm having a good day? I got to out school early, eat at bagel & bagel, take a nap, wake up get on the computer, have my brothers friend comeover to go to the movies w/ him, have his car window stuck, ask for some duck tape, finding out the duck tape didn't work, having some guys show up, noticing they weren't bad looking, and cursing myself for evening trying to snoop. Because they probably all go to Rockhurst!!! (for all of you who don't know who rockhurst is...you don't want to know, I might state it in a different entry, not here, not now) then having them hang around a bit to leave. So, here I am sitting here after they had left.

I'm hungry.

That was so random.

Is it strange to be in such a good mood and not know what to say.

Isn't this entry a little more wacky than my others? This is exactly one of the reasons why I don't want to be happy...

Oh God, I hope I don't go into my happy theory.

That just reminds me, I'm not happy...I'm content.

With care,
Mayms

8:09 p.m. - 2002-04-19

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