ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Contradictions Dear Diary, Hm, another contradiction against myself. I'm not sure if you noticed. The contradiction was between two entries, 'Expressions' and 'What does it take?' (my latest entry). My last line is a constrast to the entire entry of 'What does it take?'. I speak of how much I need to be needed, how it's not fair because I'm never good enough. And then, in 'Expresions' last line, I exclaim... "It shouldn't matter what they think of me, I'm not going to let their opinions affect me because they don't love me and I don't love them. I shouldn't have in the first place let her comment get me, after all, I can't please anyone." Hm, what a interesting concept. Geeze, can someone please fix this head of mine? I'm about to explode. Everything that I say, you can probably find a means to contradict me in some way. I always have two sides to one thing. When people dish out their opinions on things, and some other person comes along and says something completely different, I can *always* see both sides. *Hm?...always?...another contradiction, keep up with me here. ;)* That is exactly why I love the results to one of my quizzes stating that I'm a tomato. Results: I'm a person with exceptions and non-stop exceptions. I wish I could just be me. I wish that when someone asks who I am I'll actually know what to say. I wish that when I looked in the mirror I wouldn't get so angry, and have to get another mirror. I wish I would just stop wishing because I'm not getting anywhere with all these stupid words. With care, 4:33 p.m. - 2002-04-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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