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What does it take?

Dear Diary,

You can never please people. Did you know that? Did you know that whatever you do or say is never good enough for someone, or some people.

I know that. I know that all too well. I try my best to be who people want me to be, to be the person people would be proud of.

I constantly set myself up for this dissapointment, as I try to impress/please the people around me.

I'm just never good enough.

I know that if you want people to like you, you have to like yourself. But, I never get the support. It's bullshit. People tell you to like yourself, but when your never good enough, what's the point? When people don't like you, it means somethings wrong, right? RIGHT?!

How am I suppose to like myself, when all I see are flaws?

I want to learn to like...Love myself, but how? How does one see strengths when your constantly put down, to see your weaknesses?

I'm never good for anyone. Whenever I try, it's never enough.
I say I do my 'best', but then they say it's not good enough, maybe my best isn't enough for everyone to love me. What does it take? What does it take for them love me?

With care,
~May

10:18 a.m. - 2002-04-18

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