ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A Change for a Change Dear Diary, I'm overwhelmed and bombarded by the pressure of being the person I want to be. I keep worrying about my grades and I know that is such a minor detail in one's life. But, lately it's starting to creep into my subconsious and thoughts unwillingly and it's all that consumes me. I should be doing some assignments but I'm just too damn lazy. I use to be so good at getting things done. Procastination was never on my to-do list. I've always wondered why anyone would want to be a procastinator, when you could do the work all before hand. When I was younger, whenever I got a new assignment I'd start it that day and finish that weekend and wouldn't have been even due until weeks later. What's wrong with me? I've changed so much it's scary. But, how could any of you believe that, when all you've known is the person I am now, the one who rambles on and on about nothing but has so much meaning. The person who says too little for the amount of meaning she's trying to convey. With care, 4:17 p.m. - 2002-04-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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