ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Weird Tears Dear Diary, You know I use to cry so often a few years back. Whenever I was hurting I just started bawling. And then one day, as if someone turned my ability to tear off, I didn't cry for 2 years. Or at least I can't recall, if I did. And I'm pretty sure, I didn't. The crazy part is to cry often and then not to cry at all for such a long period of time. And now, as if someone wants me fill the ocean, I cry my heart out. I am still calloused...but, it's different now. It's like watching a rock cry. Can rocks cry? It's impossible. But, I always seem to be going against the rules. It's not like me, to listen to what people say. It's not like me to obey them. But, of course another contradiction. But, I don't think I needed to tell you that, 'cause you already knew. ...I think I've been cryng due to the one reason. I only started crying when I got into fights with my family. It was never during the argument... It was always afterwards, when we had apoligies... The anger that I felt consumed me and let me be calloused, but when they hugged me and told me that they were sorry, I sobbed only then. Only then. Hm, me and my weird tears. With care, 2:55 p.m. - 2002-04-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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