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My Reason

Dear Diary,

I'm writing this entry right after I wrote the previous one. I have much to say, and I didn't want to make the entry to long.

I read a book, 'Summer Sisters' because one of my friends let me borrow it. It's good. But what I remember of the book, is the part that says "Never wash your linen in public" I thought about it and it's true. I don't want peope to look down on me and I don't want people to make fun of me. But, I need a place to write these feelings of mine. And the reason I want people to read this diary is because I want someone who reads this to let me know that I'm not the only person who feels this way, that I'm not as a crazy as I think I am. I want someone who understands and actually wouldn't mind listening to me rave. And in return, I would be a great friend to that person.

I guess that's the reason I have this diary, when I believe in not letting people really know anything about you. Because people don't have the right to know, because your feelings and emotions are yours alone, and nobody else's. And if you choose, to create a diary with such personal thoughts, let it be by your own will.

I want to go through life without feeling so alienated. I want to know that someone isn't as superficial as the people that I see everyday. And the people who do think the same way as I do, to actually have the courage to say something. I guess, I guess that's my reason. Yeah.

With care,
Mayms

11:26 a.m. - 2002-04-11

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