ndslotesse's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Never forget 'cause it's all a meaningless ball of nothing Dear Diary, So, I suppose I'm on again? Sitting here and writing once more in this blank space of white, pouring out my thoughts on a website, in public.Wow, have I changed. I'm not the same girl I once was. I'm disillusion, yes. But, nothing seems to be the same. At least not exactly. Everything in my life has altered once. I'm just sitting here now, listening to a sad love song. I thought I was threw with love? *May, you've done it again, thinking that you know what love is Of course I don't! Of course, I don't know what love is! I'm only 14 years old! I just began highschool! Just began another meaningless day filled with wishes and dreams doomed to never happen.
All of this, all of it, it's fruitless! See?!? I don't even know what I am typing about. I'm not even looking at the screen anymore. Just shutting my eyes and letting my fingers fly over the keys. And wondering what exactly it is that I am typing. I'm sorry, that I'm so derranged. *typo <--- It's part of who I am. I'm just a teen trying to find out who I am. I guess that doesn't make me special at all since everyone goes through the exact same phase. That's why there are always puns and streotypes about us. "I got a fortune cookie that said, To remember is to understand. I have never forgotten it. A good judge remembers what it was like to be a lawyer. A good editor remembers being a writer. A good parent remembers what it was like to be a child." ~Anna Quindlen I hope everyone rememebers that quote because it's good to know. Never ever forget what it's like...to be who you once were. And never criticise *typo <--- the people 'below' you because one day they are just going to be your peers. They are going to like you, equal to your authority. Never once doubt that. Don't be naive or ignorant to the world. It's full of sorrow and it's forsaken. Make the best of it the best way you can. Please. It's all we've got. Always. Always.With care, 9:26 p.m. - 2002-03-08 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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